Friday, July 30, 2010

From 'And We All Fall'

#2 

As black as the cold can get
One chance to slowly spasm and again
The lack of purpose in the dreams to forget
Now like a time that is still,
I cannot go on thinking somethings are what they weren't
I'll sleep until day breaks, I'll sleep until the night comes
And sleep off whatever was the cause in the fog of dawn
It is just the lack of purpose in dreams made to forget

One foot in the shade,

Day like night
The loss to begin the frost
As black as the cold can get
I still see you lost and eclipsed
I still see them waiting for me at dawn
Nothing ever simple now as I wait unsheltered
And this loss begins to frost

Say it to me when you say it
Mean what you say like you need it
I am the own, the right to take
All the day, every night I lye awake

...though I'm not sleeping
I'm dreaming.

What I have to give is all I have
You cannot have what I can give
A survival instinct awakens promising
This is my disease
I will protect you
This is me alone
You will never know

My pillows watched my head fall apart
Eyes aching, body drained, deprivation and confusion
They got to watch it all
Taken the best of me I try to but,
I can't take the rest with me

What I have to give is all I have
You cannot have what I can give
A survival instinct awakens promising
This is my disease
I will protect you
This is me alone
You will never know

It's the useless of the day
The chance to be fetal and dig
The return of the day and the night that wants to stay
I cannot go on thinking something is going to change
Fade away, always pay, and beg for my rights in filth
And I dream a lack of purpose I learned to forget
Sun sets day like night and there is no shade

Say it to me when you say it
Mean what you say like you need it
I am the own, the right to take
All the day, every night you lye awake

...though I'm sleeping
I'm not dreaming.

Hold my head and startle me
Take off the cuffs and tape the mouth shut
I reach in a silence to govern my own justice
Punished before death, left with dreams made to forget
I still call you lost and eclipsed
Can touch you but never speak what dreams I'm hiding
As black as the cold can get
Day like night and I want to stay
And this loss begins to frost.

What I have to give is all I have
You cannot have what I can give
A survival instinct awakens promising
This is my disease
I will protect you
This is me alone
You will never know

There is no shade,
Day like night.



Scott T. Swartz enjoyed free will and made his own choices until he no longer could. Life as a simple man, he began creative writing at a very young age and continued until his final diagnosis, after many, of schizoaffective disorder - bipolar type I (rapid cycle). Crawling out of the gap he ultimately began writing after he proceeded to obtain his General Education Development diploma, in lieu of high school graduation and attended a California community college. He also enjoyed writing lyrical poetry which he seeks to be performed in a rock band somehow. All obstacles aside, his choices returned after exhaustive treatment with a dark remainder: his inner tone and favorite past times of listening to music, exploring the internet to manifest future goals in vain, and living life as a free man contemplating a world of limitless potential yet to be revealed in the present tense...which still may be.

From 'And We All Fall'

#6

It is getting colder
Sun beats down or so I'm told
Feel a break coming in waste
I feel pain, it's burning hotter
Escape this place and the light
I can't. I won't. So I don't
Or so I thought,
A gift from a kingdom of night
Sun beats down and now I know
Inside a break is coming
I feel the pain, please help me
Escape this place and the fight
Morphine.
Given me away,
I can still flush warm red
Sun beats down or so I'm told
Feel a sting to keep the pace
I feel pain, it burns hotter
Escape this place and the light
No, he don't relax until the end
No, he don't relax until the end
No pain and feels alone, dead
But it won't rain inside my head
I can't. I won't. So I don't
Or so I thought,
Cling to this rock in the pouring rain.
I can see it flush warmth instead
Nothing grows up here and it gets colder,
Must get closer...high.
One mile at a time
Wish I can concentrate
I said goodbye,
I can't. I won't. So I don't
Or so I thought, it's time inside me
Never be me, never be you
Inside. Focus and never hurt - feel like that
I feel pain, please help me
Escape this place and the fight
Turn to me and the flash flood
Weak.
I can't. I won't. So I don't
Or so I thought, it's time you see
Won't flush bright red this time,
All day every time it flows inside
Must get closer...die.
A gift from the spoil of time
Inside a break is coming, rest
I give me away
No, he don't like the pain.



Scott T. Swartz enjoyed free will and made his own choices until he no longer could. Life as a simple man, he began creative writing at a very young age and continued until his final diagnosis, after many, of schizoaffective disorder - bipolar type I (rapid cycle). Crawling out of the gap he ultimately began writing after he proceeded to obtain his General Education Development diploma, in lieu of high school graduation and attended a California community college. He also enjoyed writing lyrical poetry which he seeks to be performed in a rock band somehow. All obstacles aside, his choices returned after exhaustive treatment with a dark remainder: his inner tone and favorite past times of listening to music, exploring the internet to manifest future goals in vain, and living life as a free man contemplating a world of limitless potential yet to be revealed in the present tense...which still may be.
 

The Art of Kristin Fouquet


I am fortunate to live in New Orleans, which provides many subjects. With my street photography, I feel more connected with my city and its other inhabitants. One aspect of this is street portraiture. I particularly love taking photographs of street musicians.

Last year, the publisher of Rank Stranger Press told me about a new collection of short stories being published and asked me if I had any ideas for cover art. I sent along a cropped picture of a street musician, which became the cover of A.M. Garner’s book Undeniable Truths.

http://www.amgarner.com/

Thursday, July 29, 2010

The Art of Kristin Fouquet


I have always admired birds, especially ravens and crows. The dark birds seem more mysterious, as if harboring secrets. For many years, I kept an artificial raven over my chamber door as homage to Poe.

When Full of Crow was created, I had a story and a photography gallery published there. It was about the time MiCrow was branching off, that I had the vision for this photograph. After shooting it and naming it, “Two Birds,” I sent it to Lynn Alexander. I was delighted she wanted to use it as the main cover image for Full of Crow. She changed the name to the more appropriate “Two Crows” and designed the page around it.

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"We didn't attend law school together, sir. We used to commit acts of extreme sexual deviancy together in a motel room in Austin, including bondage and golden showers." --Garth Ennis

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Simple Blue Shirt

Simple Blue Shirt

The air was thick with people as the lady asked for a Marlboro light, then a light, all the time looking out of the corner of her eye at the Englishman. She thanked him in her own language, briefly smiled then walked towards the market. Ten minutes later she rounded the piazza for the second time and subtly looked to see if the man was watching. He wasn’t aware of anything as he studied his papers, except the noise of the food market and the crowd that is its life.
Was she working? Admittedly, you could see the line of her breast through the tight jumper and she had leaned into him when receiving the cigarette, brushing his leg with her thigh, but it was more the look she gave that perplexed. Or the way she walked.
An old van loaded with fruit was blocking the side street and our corner of the piazza and opposite us, at her third pitch since we’d taken our seats, was a gypsy in a simple blue shirt. Her round open face and deep brown eyes were suspicious as she pushed her paper cup into the path of the moving crowd, occasionally getting a cent but mostly ignorance. Leaning on a stool talking to herself, she was beautiful (why do I always judge everything by its beauty?), or should have been, yet the angry curve of the lip and constant search for the tourist euro telegraphed the understandable bitterness of her life.
I watched her a while and thought how easy it would be to help someone, momentarily, or to dedicate ones life to it.
The fruit van eventually passed and she with it, slowly, for she was on ruined crutches and had only one leg, her empty pale trouser rolled up and pinned to her thigh.

Hangover Days Go Quicker Than Normal Days

Hangover Days Go Quicker Than Normal Days
 
Hangover days go quicker than normal days
Normal days are like broken foot boredom and a
dying cockerel,
with fractured once glorious now useless wings arching,
and calling to his unfaithful flustered women. 


last nights beer sapped the moisture and aged the muscles
like crows feet to a lady.
but I like crows feet and black quills -
smooth claws scratching,

Turning the dirt over.

Me bruised him cracked the cockerel pecking at deaths warm overcoat as he’s carried,
stroked
and tame to the crossing.

I lay some pennies for his journey.

Monday, July 26, 2010

Mimicry

Mimicry


Today, in a mercury hailstorm, a white moth
bobbed muggy blue summer
to safety in honeysuckle.
I was pinning exotics for "lie" when I saw
and sucked breath thinking
one shard, the plummet.
An old theme.
Belie, byzantine, calumny...
Artificial intelligence can't match us in this,
I imagine. Chess and poetry, maybe, but not
self-deception.
The Portia spider who shakes in a web
won't believe she is prey
when the web-builder nears.
The metalmark moth knows he isn't a spider.
And, as of yet, no laptop I've seen can code its
-lepidoptera- screen -lepidoptera-
and flap off as butterfly.

--Meaghan Russell's biography is presently under construction. Please pardon the dust. She lives in Baltimore, Maryland and has work forthcoming in The Bitter Orleander.


Harvest

Harvest


Geese flock like galaxies.

Night dips a flickering brush
in blue-luminous pools,
stirs red ether to star -a slow
striptease of oil-stain smoke rings
spins gossamer gyres.

These high ceilings float roomy bright
questions condensing their cores.
Cartoon anvils, prop scythes.

Star harvest could be picking corn,
raking pressed cider leaves to silk
humus, or ants milking aphids -
together, they thread the hairy sunflower
stalks, scale azaleas, tread trickles of dew.

Neptune rains diamonds. Imagine.

--Meaghan Russell's biography is presently under construction. Please pardon the dust. She lives in Baltimore, Maryland and has work forthcoming in The Bitter Oleander.

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Charles Bane Jr.: Introduction to a Poet

Charles Bane Jr.: Introduction to a Poet
Diana Peck
For you, colored flowers that sleep and dream beneath the snow
are waked and given drink and asked to form in circle about your loving face. I borrow an hour of summer light to keep them new, and rich
as the windows of Sainte Chapelle; a jeweled room in France
catches music from stars and pipes it like the flowers. Fireflies lie
as diamonds on the frozen ground. A torch of them are not like you,
but stir when you are pleased. For that alone, they're melted.


In reading this poem we are given a window ~ as the windows of Sainte Chapelle ~ to the art of Charles Bane Jr. Soft light of gradient hues, delicately sculpted and hewn just so. This is a poetry borne of an intimate connection to a rarified aesthetic. Note the smooth cadence as one is moved through the work. It feels as a reflective walk, a moment of slow epiphanies, a soft exhalation borne of knowing and living deeply. As one recent reviewer described his work, it bears the ‘a subtle glow from that older time.’* Work that well meets the poet’s own criteria of resonant verse as: “description of the intangible that explodes into meaning then falls softly.”

As seen in a line such as “[f]ireflies lie/as diamonds on the frozen ground” there is a deep musicality embedded in subtle prosody. The imagery affects the reader as an infusion of recognition, a shared knowing and implicit understanding.

In Bane’s words such harmony and consonance are intrinsic to the very nature of the creative process, a process of opposition. “The poems write me; I transcribe them. But in order to do so, my emotions must be naked. It's a maddening process----and glorious. I love writing poetry. I hate writing poetry.”
Thus “poetry is the ultimate paradox.”

This notion of paradox becomes clearer in consideration of this poet’s understanding of the interrelationship between artist and creation; the paradoxical realization that while the word must remain ‘impersonal’
1000% the poet is in the poem ~ character will out. Emily Dickinson,
every reader knows her goodness. If you aspire to greatness to be great, you cannot do this ~ as simple as that. Humility is absolute bed rock.

The mention of Dickinson speaks to the essential evolution of the artist.
When asked about seminal influences, his responses are as rich and complex as the very nature of his art. He begins with a discussion of poets and poetry.
To this day, Virgil's "Georgics" is my favorite work. The Greeks. Yeats. As I grow older, e.e.cummings more and more, for his craftsmanship. Dylan Thomas carries you through youth, but not into maturity. Modern poets Anthony Hecht and Elizabeth Bishop inspired me. Late in life I discovered St. John of the Cross. I'm very rooted and I don't want to write mystical poems, but there's fearlessness in mystic poetry that strengthens me in my work.

He then moves on to speak of two aesthetic lodestones his brother, Peter,
and the work of Marc Chagall. There are common themes.
My brother is a painter. He is without question the gentlest man I have ever met. He has affected my work in many ways the same as Chagall ~ whose
work most often ~ accompanies my published poems. When I was sixteen I remember going to the Art Institute of Chicago with him. I looked at his [Chagall’s] paintings and there was an affirmation of what I was writing about. This was terribly important as I was not caught up by sports and the like… I remember flying across the air of Paris with him~ bouquet of flowers turned to birds in hand. What a loving, lovely man he was! No conflict whatsoever with human kind ~ deeply romantic and no misplaced surprises, so very gentle.

Both men are celebrated in his Poem for My Brother:

In the Fall, oak leaves blew as we
in the courtyard of the Art Institute. It
was afternoon now, and my brother drew in
charcoal. In the morning we had flittered in
the galleries, and lighted on a Van Gogh, and
pecked Vincent's chairs of straw. We whisked away;
we were afraid of Vincent's fields, and broad strips
of hammered spell. We fell into a Chagall and I saw
my brother bow his head in a reverence of night. Then,
out again. I followed my brother, I did as he. I bent
in wheat and held a scythe, or watching him, made
merry like a star. I reached as he, eyes shut,
to grace. Now I sat in the falling day and watched
him sketch, the leaves identical as we.

There is such a strong link between Chagall’s vivid use of color and Bane’s softly luminous imagery. In looking at ‘broad strips of hammered spell’, there is a leaping off the page. The moment is a translucent suspension and permanent impress at the same time. ‘[R]everence of night, ‘bent like wheat’ ‘merry like a star’ are not only penetrating images, but seem to speak to that which is most essential. Tremolos, here. The words ‘eyes shut, to grace’ tell us all that is needed in dazzling economy.

Of course there is also the influential element of Chagall’s Jewish heritage and again, Bane and Chagall are joined. This is brilliantly seen in his poem of imaginary dialogue, The Two:

I think when God
walked shy to Moses,
stars clustered in his hands,
he led our rabbi down
to the orchards of the heart.
The two walked near the other
and traded dreams like brothers
before sleep. They paused
afield and watched the sun,
lifted by themselves in unison,
race overhead. And Moses knew
not to disappoint this man
with faltering steps or speech.
God wept uncomprehending
of His artistry and Moses scratched
some lines in stone to honor
a beloved friend.

Here God is deliberately humanized as companion and friend. Friendship is the core here. Yes, the sun rises for this union, but God is not the omnipotent, omniscient power that many see in the Old Testament. He trembles, he weeps as corporeal form in incomprehension of what he has wrought. Moses responds with equal tenderness, the etching of ‘some lines in stone’ in the love of brethren.

The artist speaks to this work and of his recognition of the imperative to recognize history, both artistic and the coursings of Man.
In one poem, I wrote of the encounter between God and Moses. God is the more vulnerable of the two. I'm not religious, but Westerners know the narrative. In the Renaissance, everyone understood the common symbols and personalities painters described on canvas. That was my motivation. In speaking to the experience of faith, I try to cast it in new light. Thousands of poets have preceded you, but every poet is wrestling with the same cycles and themes. If you have your own voice, you will say something new. The well is bottomless.

In one of the most comprehensive assessments of the artist’s work, Tim Buck speaks of the beauty and importance of this poem as well as the seamless, perfected holism so characteristic of Bane’s work.
This is a perfectly made poem. It doesn't get any better than this. It's like a Mozart composition – an added note or one taken away would wreck the intrinsic, natural beauty of this whole. The “music” of the lines sings to us like a distant siren, with barely audible overtones of ineffable significance. Each beat of word would bring a smile to Ezra Pound. … It is a brilliant creation.

When asked of life challenges, Bane speaks obliquely of pain, saying only, ‘it is in the core of every artist’. But he demonstrates a profound sensitivity to universal agonies. My Old Soul speaks to the meaning and magnitude of the legacies of the Holocaust.

My old soul has sung before.
It has lain many hands in mine;
I reach for yours, and link it to he
who needs. He stands in Bergen-
Belsen in the rain, waiting his turn
to expire. He takes hands he cannot
save and sighs and breathes
the gas. He is a petal;
I see inside his heart. I love you as
he and they who follow down
the stairs. My hand takes yours and hers
and his. Be careful of their souls, they
are little suns. They rise in me and flame
the sanctuary where we stand, betrothed.

Note the repetition of ‘hands’ ~ the hands of the human chain, the hands of the lost that cannot be held, the hand of the ultimate triumph of redemptive love. We are married to one another, so is the human bond and we are scarred, haunted and impelled. Buck again:
[T]here is a confident tone to carry the unthinkable memory into a conspiracy of souls. That memory, still flickering in shocked time, is a candle to light present love with a deep, familial luster. A ghost stirs in this poem, and its presence is a necessary unforgetting.

The notion of a ‘conspiracy of souls’ is enormously powerful. Bane’s deep rich humanism goes deep.
It speaks to his conception of the necessary relationship between writer and reader as succinctly expressed. “We owe them.”

The passion of conviction never more sharply comes into focus than in the poet’s notion of the importance of the fusion of art and the Digital Age. While his words refract the beauties of aged wine and sepia overtones, Bane has a profound appreciation for the import of 21st century social networking sites such as Facebook as a modality of artistic outreach and connection.
Facebook is invaluable to me. In so many ways posting is more important than publishing. The responses are immediate and not anonymous. You are linked across the globe Think of it! What if Johnson, Wilde, Voltaire had pages? Think of Marcel Proust posting on his death bed. Emily Dickinson, an unpublished recluse, what if she had a page?

Moreover, in such environs a not only does a true community of poetry exist but the health and vitality of the entire art form is promoted:
I read poets who have never been published, and whose work touches me. I have perhaps thirty poet Facebook friends. I'm wary of academic poets, who rarely post their work. I encourage and bond with ordinary people doing ordinary jobs who've taken on the task of writing poetry. I want my poems read by everyday people; I want my poems to reach their lives. It happens there.

In listening to Bane, in reading his work, one cannot help but be washed over with a something akin to a secular spiritualism. In ways that defy the facile, the reductive ~ in the end, it is love. In his work You ~ one of the very few writes Bane “could not improve” he speaks to a central universal life plateau, the inevitability of finding the life partner, that person with whom you will spend the rest of your life.

I came upon you
when I was a child
and kept the memory
close, through every
feverish year. My hair
was silk from corn; yours,
black as the birds upon the snow
I fed the winter long. I opened books
at night and looked at barest
trees and wished for Spring. I watched
for leaves birthing like the stars. I made
poems, and saved the lights I found
waiting in my marrow. One day I would tell
you of the music I heard between its honey-
combs and followed til words rested
on a page. You would understand. You
would hold the glass and pour my amber
work until it filled you to a brim.
You would say, this flames the trees
and you are the harvester of my soul.

Yes, in reading Bane we come to not only understand, see much, we, in turn, become the harvesters of the riches of a rare artistic soul.

{*Tim Buck, when words glow and glide: the poetry of Charles Bane Jr, http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_i=431351896227.)

Friday, July 23, 2010

Old Jaffa

Old Jaffa


Moments come that are not a viewing.
They are a listening into tones of light.
When the sun calls, the noise of seeing
faints far behind a synesthesia.
Light works into substances, vibrating
into shadows of shadows, sounding angles
until the eyes defer to different senses.
Bundles of light-sung shapes rise
as cubes of time holding echoes
touching echoes that interfere
and become complex harmonies.
This light pleads into structures, pulling
sentiments deeper than clayey sediments.
It's what trembles after staving cross
a scene into one liminal mood.
These ballads of the sun in matter
build forms to bring a moment world.
Octaves sung as vignettes playing
beneath the Old Tragedian's eye.
Architecture dreams under the sun.
Its memories sigh, refracting beams.
While even looking at a photograph,
the light is poignant and enchanting.
Imagination hears the visions.

* * *
I have never been to Old Jaffa.
I will never go to Old Jaffa, but...
the sun will be my amanuensis
while I languish in desiring. The sun
will be Fenby to my Delius, we'll write
A Song of Summer to Old Jaffa
based on a picture's ode of light.
I will walk stunned through narrow streets,
in an old quarter filled with sibilant tongues
that gossip surely of glimmering fish,
of heat and things I'll love unknown.
This maze of houses and broken clocks
will swallow me in Jonah shadows. I'll stroll
again into bright opium warmth soaking
far into my day of quest. Then I'll stop
beside harbor rails and stare far out
toward the colors of water changing
and telling me that being lost is better
than ever being found. So many
sun-burnt ghosts brushing past me,
moving in this dream of Jaffa.
I will not leave until the sun goes.
I will not leave until dissolving
takes me in a death of particles.
But now things are happening -- a blur
atonal of perpendicular textures whispering
stories surfaced into plaster, life symphonic.
And this slow cascade of luminous humming
pleases me in my dizzy alien ignorance.
It changes pitch into shadowed trances,
and minor-thirds fill my grateful eyes.
I hear the undertones of absence.
I cease to breathe. I hear a gong
rippling out its gold abysses.

The long waves curl like her tresses...
and I will never walk in Old Jaffa.

--Tim Buck lives in Jonesboro, Arkansas. Having retired from sales in 2002, he published his novel – Séance in B Minor – three years later. In 2008, he formed a music duo – the Gothic Rangers – with Robin Willhite and released a CD of original songs. A one-act play -- Tendering -- appeared in a 2009 edition of Outsider Writers. He has fairly recently started writing poems again, an activity that went dormant thirty years ago.

Thursday, July 22, 2010

The Art of Kristin Fouque


--Kristin Fouquet writes and photographs from lovely New Orleans. She is the author of Twenty Stories (Rank Stranger Press, 2009), a collection of short literary fiction. You are invited to visit her at her site Le Salon.

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Michael McAloran's Final Fragments

Calliope Nerve Media is proud to offer you Michael McAloran's newest chap Final Fragments.






And since we believe in letting the words speak for themselves:



…In saying, that there can be no laughter, is like saying that there can be recourse to final slaughter, regardless of the consequential…Dragging this corpse from one day to the next, spilling tears like piss into the abattoir of desires and failures, wretched, obligatory, yet perhaps not, listless ennui…Bled dry upon a circumstantial cross, at once bleached by the indifferent sunlight, and all that permeates, in between...Idiocy to think, to think that there is a degree of meaning in our tears, our joys; the asylum awaits…I see the teeth of the night gleam in the pissoirs of foreign abandon…My heart vibrates…I piss upon love as if I were scratching at a festering wound…I find joy in the obscene…There is laughter, also, at the heart of the stricken void…





…The resilience, that makes a mockery of a man, unto himself, finds in the shadows a breathing self that is at once alien, fluctuating, abandoned to the guillotine, the viscous dark and the laughter of the Unknown…There is nothing but…failure…And so impaled upon the cold blade of night, how much is sought for, and how much is found lacking?…Defecatory smiles, broken glass shimmering, the blood flowing, my head in a vice of worthless staggering…I know no motion…I am the stagnant breath of nothingness, drained from an infinity of lingering shit…





…Yet the laughter is of the slaughterhouse, shearing the skull, dressed in bloody light dressed in the foreign wind of dismemberment…I envision myself, stripped blood-red raw…The drained hand whispers, bile upon bile: I remember the silence of never having been…And so I whisper, and so I whisper, locked to the waves which crash, without hesitation…

—after Terence Blanchard’s Dear Mom

From Felino Soriano'sIn Praise of Absolute Interpretation:

—after Terence Blanchard’s Dear Mom


This moment’s meandering
discriminates against my
emotional regard. Your
gone is the vanish of my youth’s interrogated,
methodological dream
dashing blood of metaphor’s fear
into the mouth of my lacking eloquent
speech. The return of you, constantly present,
for when the mask of cloudy pain
deserves dismantling of proper
clarity, the memory works best
and legally. Of now, of now’s tomorrow
shapes future’s pre-paved and determined
smooth or skeleton of thought. It begins,
the life of sailing sans wholeness of two,
fashioning a new owner, struggling to
adapt within newly made shape of distance’s
laughing horizon.

--Felino A. Soriano (b. 1974, California) is a case manager and advocate for developmentally and physically disabled adults. He edits/publishes Counterexample Poetics, www.counterexamplepoetics.com, an online journal of experimental artistry, and Differentia Press, dedicated to publishing e-chapbooks of experimental poetry. As a poet, he has authored several collections of poetry, including Among the Interrogated (BlazeVOX [books], 2008), Search among the Absent Found (Recycled Karma Press, 2009), Apperceptions of Reinterpretations (Calliope Nerve Media, 2009), Delineated Functions of Congregated Constructs (Calliope Nerve Media, 2010) and r (please press, 2009). The internal collocation of philosophical studies and love of classic and avant-garde jazz is the explanation for his poetic stimulation. Details are at his website, www.felinosoriano.com.

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

after Lee Morgan’s I Remember Clifford

From Felino Soriano'sIn Praise of Absolute Interpretation:

—after Lee Morgan’s I Remember Clifford


The youth of your
adoration rhythms
alive beyond the breath
of physical emergence. Soon,
the death of your affluent
mimesis, documenting flowers
flowing from the bell of your
trumpet’s many surnames. Return
to my abundant recollection, return,
return, my anticipation imbues my
meticulous sadness, diligent hankering to hear
your cadence of a genius’ capability.

--Felino A. Soriano (b. 1974, California) is a case manager and advocate for developmentally and physically disabled adults. He edits/publishes Counterexample Poetics, www.counterexamplepoetics.com, an online journal of experimental artistry, and Differentia Press, dedicated to publishing e-chapbooks of experimental poetry. As a poet, he has authored several collections of poetry, including Among the Interrogated (BlazeVOX [books], 2008), Search among the Absent Found (Recycled Karma Press, 2009), Apperceptions of Reinterpretations (Calliope Nerve Media, 2009), Delineated Functions of Congregated Constructs (Calliope Nerve Media, 2010) and r (please press, 2009). The internal collocation of philosophical studies and love of classic and avant-garde jazz is the explanation for his poetic stimulation. Details are at his website, www.felinosoriano.com.

Circe weaves

Circe weaves
a time ruined face

grey parapets claim
the sighs
the unbelieving cant
that emergent she
breathing wisteria
now eases into misted
blithe, resting this night
in the tumbled psalm of
newborn soldier, dawn
shifts dream unto dream,
the old man longs for summer
lips, youth begs lie, she is all
willow wild, in the trenches,
in that garden, free to choose
the fantasies of the dim of
whispered life

--Constance Stadler has been writing, publishing, and editing poetry from the prehistoric epoch of print journals to modern e-times. As a political anthropologist specializing in North Africa and a violinist, her influences are multiform. Work in formative years with the late poet Gwendolyn Brooks was seminal, but no less so than Sufi Dervish dancers, and the challenges of mastering Bruch's first concerto. Her book Paper Cuts marked the debut of Calliope Nerve Media's literature arm. Her latest book with author Rich Follett is Responsorials.

july

july


a hummingbird is bleeding

in a brothel of dead lilac

over there

where the undergrowth meets the withered garage

and derelict Honda steeps in want of greased intention

broiling in the calendar sun.

flailing in the epigone of shade

we pretend

ululating our losses

eking meaning from a yellowed moment

wanting

a fragrant diadem.

--Constance Stadler has been writing, publishing, and editing poetry from the prehistoric epoch of print journals to modern e-times. As a political anthropologist specializing in North Africa and a violinist, her influences are multiform. Work in formative years with the late poet Gwendolyn Brooks was seminal, but no less so than Sufi Dervish dancers, and the challenges of mastering Bruch's first concerto. Her book Paper Cuts marked the debut of Calliope Nerve Media's literature arm. Her latest book with author Rich Follett is Responsorials.

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"It will restore your faith. In comics." --The New Your Daily News

Monday, July 19, 2010

The Regulars at Crazy Eights

The Regulars at Crazy Eights


There are men who bet
their paychecks on the flip
of a single card;
mortgage their homes
for a roll of the bones;
chance their car keys
on the nine in the side pocket.

Many of these men go
to church on Sundays and pray
for a big win next time,
for their wives to return,
or for their children to be luckier.

Penniless, these men
throw stones in collection plates.
They come to the pool hall
in lieu of confession
and look to my husband
for absolution. 

These men troll the tables
with baited smiles.
Their eyes open like hymnals—
so wide, like the holes
in their stories,
that you can fall
through them
and never hit the ground.

Bobby Balls-In-Hand

Bobby Balls-In-Hand
                       
I.

By six, Bobby Balls-In-Hand is down grocery money.

By seven, a month without gas and cigarettes.

He chalks his stick between each shot,
uses a plethora of tissues to wipe
sweat and chalk dust from his hands.

By ten, he’s down rent.

By eleven, he’s writing an IOU.
                       
II.

The men say he got his moniker
because he can’t keep Whitey on the table,
but during a lull between songs,
he kneels in front of the ball return
to pick up an abandoned nickel.
As if in confession, he speaks hesitantly:

 

Once I was married to a beautiful woman.

We had a beautiful little girl.

But you know I can’t resist a money game
even if I know I’ll lose.

When she couldn’t wait up anymore, she left,
no note,
no forwarding address,
no further contact.

So, that’s how I really got my name,
my wife left me
with my fucking balls in my hand.

Between the Sun and Me

Between the Sun and Me
for Mark

I stand outside the pool hall with you,
so I can steal drags from your cigarette
and discuss how we will prepare
our roses for winter,
even though stubborn leaves still cling to trees.
You tell me I expend too much energy
rushing into the future, 
then step in between me and the sun,
so I don’t have to squint.
You wrap your hand around my forearm
and pull me toward you.

A man wearing a leather jacket
and shiny black leather shoes
startles us when he asks for cab fare,
he says his car broke down.
When you say no,
he asks if he can bum a smoke.
You open your pack, hand one over
and light it for him
just as Willy the Whale pulls up 
and gets out of his Cadillac
holding his cue case.

The guy asks, “Hey Willy, what’cha got in there a gun?”
Willy nods at you, winks at me
and ignores the man.

After a few seconds, the man backs away.
Willy mumbles something about stupid junkies
as the man knocks on a door a few buildings down.
The door opens then slams shut on him.
He turns and walks down the street
in search of something or someone
who will stand in between him and the sun.

Fact-OID

Pulitzer Prize American poet Carl Sandburg had to leave a conditional appointment to West Point in 1899. He failed the grammar and math section of the entrance exam.

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Felino A. Soriano's Artist In Residence Now Available



"Felino continues his fine prolific output with another Calliope Nerve chap. One poem, one book, plus an interview. It's not just good poetry, it's good poetry you want to read." --Mario Angeles (Author Kiss My Death)

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"I've been hearing voices." --Kyle Muntz

Saturday, July 17, 2010

THREE PIECES FROM LUIS CUAUHTEMOC BERRIOZABAL

YOUR VOICE IS LIKE FIRE

Your voice is like fire.
I want to douse it with water.
I want the fire to die out.
Your voice is blazing.
I want a little quiet.
In silence I can rest.

You are destroying my peace.
All day it goes off.
I want to empty the sea
down your throat. Your voice is
all fire all the time.
The colors come out like the brightest
lights of the most intense flame.

ABSENCE

It is not easy
feeling dead and breathing.

I sang for you in a world
where the world for me was you.

I ran out of time
and my boyhood was gone.

I couldn't love you
because you didn’t let me.

I am absent of
mind and absent of love.

The greatest absence
is yours and now my song

remains silent
like the words we do not share.

NO WORRIES

Dreaming,
the whole night through,

no worries at all here,
and a second chance.

Peace of mind, I could
be whatever I want.

Up in the air,
I’m the largest bird.

Diving through
thick, fluffy clouds.

Coming out dry,
a certain miracle.

In the wide awake morning
I complain it’s too late.

--Luis Cuauhtemoc Berriozabal has appeared everywhere online and in print. :) He has a new chap coming out with Kendra Steiner Editons called Digging A Grave.

Machiavelli

Machiavelli


I had this dream that I was reading "The Prince"
and you came up behind me
Your body was close and I thought for a second
it was wrong
but before I knew it you had
a finger in my ass and a finger in my pussy
and I dropped Machiavelli over the brick ledge
It landed next to a picnic table full of older women
but no one looked up to see me
cum
or to even ask
if I wanted my book back.
Afterwards, you asked me if I knew
that we were out of toilet paper,
and maybe we should run to the grocery store
to pick some up.
 
 --Lara Konesky is a 31-year-old gypsy/mother/teacher from Columbus, Ohio. She enjoys outlaws, exaggerations, working with refugees, barbaric and rebellious children, burdens, and sobriety. After extensive philosophical training, she decided the only real life was the life of the poet. Lara's first book, Next to Guns, can be found at www.grievousjonespress.com (Grievous Jones Press, 2009). She recently co-edited (with Andrew Taylor, Erbacce Press) and contributed to Blood at the Chelsea (Erbacce Press 2010), an anthology of writers writing for other writers. You can also read Lara's work online and in print at New Aesthetic, Gutter Eloquence, Word Riot, and various other rad places.

I Am Walking Through Mud

I Am Walking Through Mud

Do not joke about fucking babies if you don't get pussy
Do not joke about killing animals if you are wrapped in bacon
Do not joke about jerking off Jesus if you don't know where he's been
Do not joke about rape if you are dyslexic
Stop finger banging me in the candy aisle at the grocery store
Maniacs, retards, and intellects all speak truths even when they are covered up in crazy
too few, too many words
and you might have to dissect to find the beating heart
my hair is sticking to the brick wall
my face is raw and you need to shave
I wish you would let me out of the trunk.
I wish you would have understood the meaning
my brain is raw and my aura is splattered with somebody else's blood
somebody tell me where this blood is coming from
I'm sure somebody knows
Your red flag makes me weep
profoundly
for the future
The rules are piling up. The rules are spilling over.
They are sticking to the bottom of my shoes.
I am walking through mud.
 
 Lara Konesky is a 31-year-old gypsy/mother/teacher from Columbus, Ohio. She enjoys outlaws, exaggerations, working with refugees, barbaric and rebellious children, burdens, and sobriety. After extensive philosophical training, she decided the only real life was the life of the poet.
Lara's first book, Next to Guns, can be found at www.grievousjonespress.com (Grievous Jones Press, 2009). She recently co-edited (with Andrew Taylor, Erbacce Press) and contributed to Blood at the Chelsea (Erbacce Press 2010), an anthology of writers writing for other writers. You can also read Lara's work online and in print at New Aesthetic, Gutter Eloquence, Word Riot, and various other rad places.

Thursday, July 15, 2010

The Art of Sarah Ahmad: ash-is(iv)

ash-is(IV) from Sarah Ahmad on Vimeo.



--Sarah Ahmad lives in Pakistan. She sees herself as a struggling poet in her world where life is so fragile, not knowing if you will return alive every time you step out of the house, getting someone to acknowledge your art is a real struggle. She hopes to do some good in the world, she just doesn't know what yet.

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"The Fix is in." --Spider Jerusalem/Warren Ellis

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

On the Wall

 
 
On the Wall
 
 
When I ask my son what he is doing
as he stares past my head, to the white wall death
says, "I am thinking."
"Thinking! Silly boy. Thinking is a terrible disease to have. It ruins potential, and it kills
creation."
I continue on for few moments before he lets his ice blue eyes destroy me.
"I'm still thinking." He says. I give in and ask what is preventing his action, what could he possibly be thinking...
"I am thinking about how to make you be quiet."
And he focuses once more
on the wall
 
 Lara Konesky is a 31-year-old gypsy/mother/teacher from Columbus, Ohio. She enjoys outlaws, exaggerations, working with refugees, barbaric and rebellious children, burdens, and sobriety. After extensive philosophical training, she decided the only real life was the life of the poet. Lara's first book, Next to Guns, can be found at www.grievousjonespress.com (Grievous Jones Press, 2009). She recently co-edited (with Andrew Taylor, Erbacce Press) and contributed to Blood at the Chelsea (Erbacce Press 2010), an anthology of writers writing for other writers. You can also read Lara's work online and in print at New Aesthetic, Gutter Eloquence, Word Riot, and various other rad places.

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Remember When You Wondered What "It" Would Be Like?

REMEMBER WHEN YOU WONDERED WHAT “IT” WOULD BE LIKE?

From the first pages in Love Without Fear
where it said if you let a man put his tongue
in your mouth you’ll let him do anything?
Remember when you thought you could
get pregnant dancing too close? How
fingers on the outside of a sheer white
blouse was one thing but moving in past
the bra strap felt like a bug invading. We
were shocked to hear Jessica’s mother and
father took a bath together, naked. Somewhere
else, Heathcliff adored without touching.
Remember when some mothers forbid Snows
of Kilamanjaro? Clitoris, a word I didn’t
know but when I felt mine it seemed broken,
peculiar. And did you look forward to
blood in your crotch? Remember getting
the first tampax in right, first diaphragm?
I was sure everyone could tell by the way I
was walking. And dear room mate, if
you are out there reading poetry which I
don’t suppose you do, remember how we
lay in the dark in the pea green room,
wondered what it would be like to have Dr.
Fox with his red beard go down on us.
Was it this, was it love that would rescue
us and keep us safe from getting into
trouble, which of course it didn’t. Still,
somehow, older than parents with their
litany of “never let a boy,” rarely, but once
on a velvet brown couch in the west with
the heat from his thigh a forest fire,
all I could imagine, all I wanted was to
know what he would be like

In Seeing A Review Where My Earlier Poems Were Called Wild

IN SEEING A REVIEW WHERE MY EARLY POEMS WERE CALLED WILD

I think of the years in a
marriage, living like a
nun while readers
imagined me a flower
child, a hippy. Haven’t
you found it odd how
someone pegs you by
how you dress? Some
thing you wear on a T
shirt, a flip phrase they
take as who you are?
And haven’t you wanted
to fling back how you
were shaking inside
your cowboy boots and
a mini, going up to the
mic but few could tell?
Think of the dowdy
librarian (in glasses of
course, hair in a bun) in
too many movies who
becomes a sex pot once
her hair flows over the
back seat. No wonder we
have the saying, “let
your hair down.” When I
used “fuck” or “come”
in poems, I wasn’t doing
either but some readers
would rather not know
that, want to make me up
as they suppose and tho I
cringe, I know if I wear
leather pants on the metro
I get men gluing their
eyes to me, can be invisible
in my raincoat without my
hair down. The wildness
you don’t see waits,
coiled, camouflaged
as a cobra

Montmarte

MONTMARTRE

Haven’t you wanted, sometimes, to
walk into some painting, start a new
life? The quiet blues of Monet would
soothe but I don’t know how long I’d
want to stay there. Today I’m in the
mood for something more lively,
say Lautrec’s Demimonde. I want
that glitter, heavy sequin nights.
You take the yellow sunshine for
tonight. I want the club scene
that takes you out all night. Come
on, wouldn’t you, just for a night or
two? Gaslights and absinthe, even
the queasy night after dawn. Wouldn’t
you like to walk into Montmartre
where everything you did or
imagined doing was de rigueur,
pre-Aids with the drinkers and
artists and whores? Don’t be so P.C.,
so righteous you’d tell me you haven’t
imagined this? Give me the Circus
Fernando, streets where getting stoned
was easy and dancing girls kick high.
It’s just the other side of the canvas,
the thug life, a little lust. It was good
enough for Van Gogh and Lautrec,
Picasso. Can’t you hear Satie on the
piano? You won’t be able to miss
Toulouse, bulbous lips, drool. Could
you turn down a night where glee
and strangeness is wide open? Think
of Bob Dylan leaving Hibbing.  A little
decadence can’t hurt. I want the swirl
of cloth under changing colored lights,
nothing square, nothing safe, want to
can can thru Paris, parting animal
nights, knees you can’t wait
to taste flashing

The Sun Appears

The Sun Appears


The sun appears on emerald fields
and coughing stops in hospitals
as patients look at the day that was saddled
and sent stepping from the owners gate.
Bending like a blade for hours
only is a cream of light that falls
on page and waking face. If I could but wind
it round my arm I might toss away
shadows that trouble hidden sores
and make rain on cheeks where none
should pour. I give my light away.
When its contents sink in them
like diamonds yielding to the deep
of folding waves, I'll trail
strangers who dreamed of being filled
and find myself, poor of light,
welcomed home.

--Charles Bane Jr.

Fire

Fire


Fire touches fire and in
the meeting is put out
til morning when we, in bed,
watch it rising from the east.
Such are we and all,
B'shert, from the ticking of
the first star. And all about
is rounded and curved that
we might find a pathway home.
All is made for but a little time
of light, and the light itself fashioned
by love for blazing kind. Here is
the truth, B'shert , that I read in my
twin's eyes: this space is all,
this patch for us between dark
and innocent dark. This waiting bed,
these sheets, this torch I hold. Fire
comes to fire, and mimics first light.

--Charles Bane Jr.

Monday, July 12, 2010

I look at rings

I look at rings


I look at rings
of trees I counted
once when camping
as a boy. I thought
they could be hurled
to space and changed
to tracks for the voyages
of spheres. I thought
we had a choice of wonders
then; that comets fired
wants and kept
discouragements at bay. I lay
below an open sky and watched
knots of light that would secure
my craft and her great sheets
toward a distant, calling
age. I would quiet waves with songs
and make a way to telling stories
in a far-off day, of wetted
floors of woods and confidence
in pools of truth, moon like,
where a reader would pause

--Charles Bane Jr..

Link Kick

Thomas Waite, Clarence Waite, The Secret Knots. A comic about the things we do without knowing why.

The Devil Weed And The Private Library Part VI.

Warren Ellis: notebook 20apr10.

The Devil Weed And the Private Library Part V.

An online catalog of catalogs. I am addicted to Search.

The Art of Mark Melton.

Warren Ellis: The Speed of Fiction

Private Library: Index Librorum Prohbitorum

More Notebook From Warren Ellis.

Sunday, July 11, 2010

We Mint A Sullen Currency

we mint a sullen currency

we mint the sullen loveless currency
of suffering to wild coins in this twilight
we like to call life,

because night sheds skins and switches them
like werewolves once, the sword
of the complacent centurion

that slew the beast and skewered him
in dreams. he might have been justice
dressed in the body of Oliver Reed convincing

as a drunken thug; because some things
do not need acting, the murder and the cruelty
are resolute drugs, they come before us free like paper

chains, to paint pain's sullen currency in the blood,
gold coins like pointless paper oblates,
words enough



David McLean is Welsh but has lived in Sweden since 1987. He lives there on an island in a large lake called Mälaren, very near to Stockholm, with woman, cats, kittens, and a couple of dogs. He has a BA in History from Balliol, Oxford, and an MA in philosophy, taken much later and much more seriously studied for, from Stockholm. This is just one of the things that makes him so boring. Up to date details of many zine publications and several available books and chapbooks, including three print full lengths, a few print chapbooks, and a free electronic chapbook, are at his blog at http://mourningabortion.blogspot.com

Where My Father Lived

where my father lived

where my father lived was not God's actual
arrogant hill, where he shook fists, condemned him,
said vaguely threatening things;

though it was a threatening and Victorian Wales
that humanity has sort of forgotten nowadays,
except in films, broken mean-spirited pictures

that never quite capture the repression
and madness of Victoria's timeless 1960s. they are made
by those who are themselves dreadfully repressed,

who assume that women behave like prostitutes,
bitches in heat who whore themselves to limp-
dicked meaning, some idiotic sexual counterrevolution.

we know full well today that most women
do not do these things,  so my father lived there
with the rest of them, in the shadow of God's absence

and anachronistic. he knew very little about nipples,
so his evil was in some sense innocent.
(it is not his fault that i do not believe in evil,

but there was never enough of him to make a demon)



David McLean is Welsh but has lived in Sweden since 1987. He lives there on an island in a large lake called Mälaren, very near to Stockholm, with woman, cats, kittens, and a couple of dogs. He has a BA in History from Balliol, Oxford, and an MA in philosophy, taken much later and much more seriously studied for, from Stockholm. This is just one of the things that makes him so boring. Up to date details of many zine publications and several available books and chapbooks, including three print full lengths, a few print chapbooks, and a free electronic chapbook, are at his blog at http://mourningabortion.blogspot.com

The Dispassionate Murderer's Pilgrimage

the dispassionate murderer's pilgrimage
(after Walter Raleigh's The Passionate Man's Pilgrimage)

they want a staff of obsession
and a cockle-shell full of psychosis
but all the balm they have
is neurotic nurses

and an idiot god who dribbles
nothing for them from his insufferable
sky, they want a shield blazoned
with memories, a life

but these corridors are gray
today, time becomes night
for these dissipated and ignorant
pilgrims, curled in beds of foul conscience

in these stolen bodies they live in, mothers
and children. they want a curled dead
shell but all they get to be is living things,
fresh meat for hospitable killing,

all these absences within them,
they are incorrigible and they're winning




David McLean is Welsh but has lived in Sweden since 1987. He lives there on an island in a large lake called Mälaren, very near to Stockholm, with woman, cats, kittens, and a couple of dogs. He has a BA in History from Balliol, Oxford, and an MA in philosophy, taken much later and much more seriously studied for, from Stockholm. This is just one of the things that makes him so boring. Up to date details of many zine publications and several available books and chapbooks, including three print full lengths, a few print chapbooks, and a free electronic chapbook, are at his blog at http://mourningabortion.blogspot.com